... to whatever this is

haven’t been around much, so updates at random:
1. Haz Job. It pays tuition and a stipend, which is nice
2. Owe a paper and supporting documents from last semester. Regret many things.
3. More or less definitely not not-panicking? Better pop in early on Tuesday and see if I can observe someone else’s recitation to get a hang of what info the kiddos need. (‘Kiddos’. Either freshman or I’ll get lucky and hit a stats course recitation.) 
4. Neeeeeed to ask someone about the GA student / recitation leaders’ group chat. 
5. Oh, ye gods, lunch. 
6. I’m making notes in random places and notebooks so I don’t forget things and thank fucketty I don’t have class Tuesday
7. This is my final semester of actual classes (that aren’t co-requisite with clinical year). There are forms and a test and a need for me to contact people and make calls for them to write things that will ultimately give me class credit for things. Help. 
8. Why. 
9. Oh god I never got the car service appointment set up. 
10. Need to reschedule dentist and call the medical supply company to yell at them for sending me stuff twice (so I may now have to pay for it)

Anyway I’m also pretty sad that my class websites aren’t up yet so I can’t see what I’m in for on that front (to have more to panic about)
yes, yes, I know exactly what this sounds like, an anxiety-riddled breakdown. Don’t worry, you haven’t met my mum. She’s worse. 

(no subject)

(On an entirely separate note, most ppl make me extremely nervous atm) 
(so the anxiety is global, likely seasonal, and therefore will pass soon)
(although some particular ppl will have to pass with it, I’m afraid, pls move along)